I guess I have done just about everything that I can do to get ahead in this very competitive world, and now it seems I have nowhere else to go. Being at the top of the heap can get to be very boring. Everyone want to touch me. Everyone says how beautiful I am.
Some times I just want to scream, 'don't touch me - just leave me alone'. Being a champion twice over is not easy, and being the first champion of my kind puts a lot of pressure on me. I have to represent an entire breed before the world.
I guess I have to find a way to deal with my loneliness. Maybe I need a change of seen. Maybe a trip to sunny Portugal where I can search for my roots. Ya, that's what I need, get back to basics. Leave this night mare life style to lesser individuals that are hungry for the bright lights and wild cheering of the crowds.
Been there, done that.
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